stupid stupid choice.

warning! ... mahaba 'to at mabo-bore ka

just got back from fantasy island ...

perfect yung beach, yung sunset ... AT! andun si secret crush (bka mbasa to ng mga taong ndi nmn dapt mkabasa ... mabuti nang safe) ano pa bang hahanapin ko dba? ibang-iba yung dating nya ... hmmm, youthful ... yeah that's the word. he finally he's in an age appropriate look.

ok na ok na sana e' ... tlgang "fantasy island" ang dating ... kaso bglang may nagtext. at kita mo nga nmn low batt na q. at this point i have 2 choices:

1. charge my phone and leave it in the room, ignore the text go to the beach and have fun. and if i'm lucky ... have my picture taken with u know.

2. be stupid and stay with my phone in the room.

of course no one (in the right mind) would pick #2 ... but i did. i did. darn it! i plugged my phone and stayed in that room while everyone else was having fun at the beach.

waw ... ang tanga q nmn tlga e noh!

ung taong nag iinvi pg online aq, ung taong bihira lng mka alala .... HAAAYYY ewan q ba!

condolences to mr. Ted

... QCPD ... really??? are you guys sure you know what you're doing ...

i mean ... really???? obstruction of justice, direct assault???

when the pieces don't fit anymore ...

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching us fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
pieces don't fit here anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore

Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
Still I don't know why
No I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit anymore
pices don't fit here anymore

pieces dont fit anymore - James Morisson

THIS IS MY HOUSE, if you can't stand me ... MOVE OUT BITCH!

like i said ... if you can't stand my guts ...
if you think my family is not being fair ...
if we're all like evil witches to you ....

then by all means ... GET YOUR BITCHY ASS OUT OF OUR HOUSE!!!

let me make this clear lil miss-i'm-maltreated-in-that-house
you owe it to us that we let you live in our house on such a freaking short notice.

this house that you live in right now .... yeah where you eat, where you, sleep ...
this is ours alright ...

do you think your mom is sending money to feed you???

hell no!

so you, yeah you, you better watch you words or i'll freaking rip your mouth off
you get that!

i'm so done with your teenage-emo-i'm-all-alone-in-this-world crap. ...
and don't you ever, not even for a second, think that your father, my uncle, abandoned you ... because your mom ... pushed him out of your lives, out of your family ...
you should know that ...

and fucking live with it ... because that's the truth!

and before i forget ...

gratitude man! ....

gratitude

look it up in the dictionary and add it on your vocabulary.