walk me home

she never felt safe after that incident.

never in her life had she imagined that anything bad would happen to her.
as long as she has her protector she knew that no one's gonna bring her harm.

every night she walk in the middle of their dark streets never having to worry for her safety because she knew that someone's watching over her.

like her santa

the man needs to change his name every three years.
change his face.
change his life.
change his identity.

everything. ...

every three years he has to start a whole new life all over again.
every three years he had to drop everything he's been building up.

he cant hold on to anything because apparently, nothing's worth holding on to.

he must not be noticed.
he must not be visible.

as far as everyone is concern he doesn't exist.
he has no records, no shadow, no everything.

no one should ever know about him ...

but she did. ...

she doesn't know what to believe anymore ...

he's like her santa.

imaginary

why does IT have to be imaginary ...

as far as records are concerned none of it ever existed.
no one knew about it.

they say memory is malleable.

so ... could it be?

was it all her imagination?

held up

I AM NO SUPERMAN.


i believe you now.
all my life i made myself believe that i'm tough.
as long as i'm here no one could ever touch my friends.
i thought i'm some kind of a super hero.

i never mind going home late just to to make sure all my friends were safe at home.
never had i imagined that the word "victim" would apply to me.

FUCK FUCK FUCK

well, now ... my super hero fantasies are definitely over!

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so here's what happened in inverted pyramid.

two unidentified men held up a college student on a dark street corner in Lagro subdivision, Wednesday night.

lola, not her real name, was on her way home when the men in a motorcycle asked her for directions. one of them approached her held her by the shoulders declared that it was a hold up and stick a dagger on the side of her stomach and took away her bag.

a friend of her brother saw her sitting and shivering in front of a variety store then offered to walk her home. they already filed a blotter and the police are now looking for the suspects.

the hold uppers didn't get anything with monetary value though, just notebooks, books, ID's and loose changes.

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nka pyramid nga ba????

from now on ... yeah yeah, i'll do what you've always asked me to do ... i'll try to always bring something sharp with me. (guess sharp stares aren't enough)

...

i'll wait for 3 days max. ... i want their bodies floating on the creek ... or better yet, i want them mutilated and their bodies left on some under or overpass with a sign on them saying "i'm a hold upper and i deserve this". i want their motorcycle burnt.

... tsk, as if it would happen ... can i get arrested for this? this is just a part of an angry girl's wishful thinking ... evil? it could be but this is all i can do to ease my frustration ... to anyone (if there is) reading this post right now ... about the mutilating and putting a sign thing ... it's not intended for a particular person ok. i dont i know anyone who could possibly do it.

even if i do ... i wouldn't ask for such a thing.

i don't think anyone can prove anything from this post anyway ... so my friend relax ... i know GOD will be upset about this ... but ... i'm just so mad at them .... i hope they find their match! fucking bastards!!!