feel free to mock me. (you know you want to ... coz i do)

maybe i'm a little addicted ...

maybe i just can't get out of this ...

why can't you see me like I see you?, can't you feel me like I feel you ...

free your mind, don't let me down ...

we'll find a way to make it go away ...

just find a way to make this go away ...

just make this go away ...

i just cant get these lines out of my mind ... LSS?? ... probably ...

*crap

i really hate this feeling. ...
i've been talking about this shit a lot .... i mean seriously

... i'm starting to hate myself for it.

i've been whining like a bitch ... and i'm not at all happy about that.

... *sigh*

ok, ok .. i know, i'm whining again ... but ... whatever ...

i know i'm supposed to and SHOULD be reviewing for our filipino quiz tomorrow ...

but i just need to let it all out ....

hannah ... he's not a jerk ok, ... he's the nicest person i know (probably the reason why i like him)

he just ... HE doesn't like me at all. ... and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.

"baka naman hinihintay ka lang"

"baka nahihiya lang"

"baka naman busy lang"

these are some of my good friends' words ... i appreciate it.

really, guys ... thanks for the effort ...

it's not like this is the first time i ever got rejected or something like that.

i get that all the time ... i guess the only difference is that ... i never really cared before ...

if i like you, and you don't like me that's fine ... so what?

i mean ... i'm totally aware that i'm not the "irresistable" type ... and there's practically nothing i can do about that. (maybe a few sugeries would help ... but, no thanks) ...

so what i usually do is ... just think that he (current crush or something) likes me too.

and it's fun ... the only rule is ... you have to keep it a secret ....

coz if you dont ... you'll find yourself in a very very very awkward position ...

i never thought liking someone would be this hard ...

i never thought i'd meet the person who'll make me wanna stop assuming.

who'll make me want things to be real ...

who'll make me waste my time writing on my stupid blog when i have better things to do.

i've been talking about this shit for over two weeks now ... i wish i could stop ... because it's irritating ... i wish i could just stop talking .... or else i'll shoot myself in the mouth

(haha just kidding ... there's no way i'd ever do that)