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have you ever felt that you were really part of something?
something special .... something really, really special.

i have.

back in high school i didn't really have that group "group" thing you know.
i felt that everyone was my friend.

i felt that i was accepted just for who i really am. i didn't have to pretend i was just me. an average high school girl who loves to act, loves to crack corny jokes, loves to laugh, loves everything.

at that time i thought, i'd never ever forget them. there'll be high fives when i bump on them on the streets. emails and text messages would be endless. i thought i'd never ever get over high school.

i was wrong. i barely remember some of them. we have no contacts whatsoever.
... i visited my former school just to see how things are.

it's a totally different world.

and i'm not a part of it anymore.