[;rsdr!!!
upi jsbr mp ofra kidt jpe ,ivj o mrrf upit jr;[.
eju fp o diffrm;u esmt yp kpom yjsy v;in?
knowing their secrets, for some strange reasons, made my eyes water up.
i felt weird ... i think, i felt jealous ... somehow.
paranoia has eaten the better part of my brain, i guess.
i bet it's not easy for them either.
i wonder, did they cry when they types those words ... when suddenly it has to be said. ... to the world ... knowing how judgmental the world could get sometimes.
how did they feel after?
relieved? would i feel the same after?
or ... i don't know. maybe feel worse than ever.
i'm scared.
afraid that letting it out would make it real.
two weeks from now i'll be kissing my bi polar summer goodbye.
i really wanna be done with it ... really really do.
jpe yp dysty, jpe yp dysty???????
,sunr ejsy o', ,pdy sgtsof pg od yjsy ... ejrm o goms;;u grrl yjsy mrrf yp im;psf yjod nitfrn ...
o';; jsbr s noh gsy 'you cannot fathom the immensity of the fuck I do not give' esyomh yp nr d;s,,rf pm ,u gsvr.
o hirdd ejsy o', tr;;u sgtsif pg .... od gomfomh piy yjsy mpnpfu hobrd s fs,m
o mrrf jr;[ ... smf oy'd mpy rsdu yp sf,oy yjsy
niy o hirdd s di,,rt pg no-[p;st jsd goms;;y ,sfr ,r sf,oy oy yp ,udr;g ...
ejsy og oy'd mpy trs;;u yjsy noh pg s frsl? ... ejsy og ys;lomh snpiy oy epi;f kidy ,slr yjomhd drr, ;olr ... what if i'd been simply exaggerating all along? ... what if i wasn't?
eju vsm'y o dsu oy????? eju yjr jr;; mpy!!??!!
i'mtired...evenwithcodesonistillcan'tsayitdamn.
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