i'm doing just fine without you.
will you please stop haunting me.
there's no monster under my bed anymore.
i'd very much like to believe that it never did exist.
oh dear brain ... i've been asking you for so long ...
what the hell had happened?
you said i need not know, for i couldn't handle knowing.
you've done a great job in deleting them
don't disappoint me now.
you've once buried them so deep at the back of my mind.
it almost seemed as if it never happened.
nobody asked you to dig 'em up ... so why did you?
i can't close my eyes without seeing its face just an inch away from mine.
without feeling its foul smelling breath on my face ...
i tried not to open my eyes ... because i'm afraid when i do i'll see his ... all red and malicious.
its hiding inside my closet ... waiting until i'm fast asleep ...
and when the lights are all out ... it'll come crawling up my bed and
FUCK YOU MEMORY!!! go back in your hiding place ...
i know, i know ... i must not forget ... for forgetting would make me vulnerable ....
but it is gone ... it is gone now ...
make it go away ... god damn it ... make it go away
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