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Wednesday, May 20, 2009

DEATH as it comes

i wonder what would my death be like ... i've always thought that it would be from a head injury or something like that. i don't know why ... but i've been having a weird dream over and over ....


i'm lying on a couch and someone's stabbing me over and over
... and the wierd thing is ... he's doing it while having a casual conversation with me ...


now that would be a wierd way to die ....

... talking about death ...

i'm really really sick today.

i can't breathe. it's really hard for me as a matter of fact if i'd be given a chance ... i'll choose not to breathe ... i feel like the world is running out of oxygen




all of a sudden breathing is like a math exam to me ...

i'm scared ... i'm so fucking scared ...
i dont want to sleep ... i'm afraid that if i do ... i'd forget to breathe

i dont want to sleep my way to death ... that's one of lamest way to leave this earth ...
i'm not really scared of dying it's not death that i'm afraid of ...

it's the idea of leaving without really leaving anything significant ...
without anything special for people to remember me by

i suscribe to the idea that if it's your time then it's your time ...
no one can change that ...

i know my time will come
i just dont want it to be now.


(ndi aq nag eemo ... hehehe sobrang ndi tlga!)





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