I've been depressed this month ... ironic because this was suppose to be my "month" or at least I'd like to think so. i haven't written any articles yet. i lost all directions ... and ummm ... i kinda felt a little something ... infatuation i guess ... anyway, it just added up on my bad feelings which is already piling up.
before this wicked month i was trying to find a new light ... just trying to see the brighter side of everything. POSITIVITY ... i was trying to stay on it. a friend of mine said that it's impossible for me to stay positive without letting any negativity outta my system.
he was right i should have kept it balanced. i thought i was doing just good ... but i wasn't. i didn't realize that I'm no longer being positive, i was being naive.
... things happened so fast i lost all directions. i became a bitter bitch. my bitterness dragged my friends down too. i'm not happy about it, thus, it has added yet another burden in my already deteriorating mind.
it took me a lot of time to pull myself together. i thought i would never recover from my bitterness. i hated myself for it. i thought making myself believe in the power of POSITIVITY is a huge mistake.
it took one Jason Mraz's song to snap me back to reality ... reality that the world could be beautiful only if we choose to see how beautiful it is.
only if we choose to let go of the negativity inside, having said that, i didn't mean you have to keep it all locked up inside of you and let i rot in there and be forgotten. let it go. i mean it when i said you HAVE to let it go.
if you become a victim of circumstances ... that doesn't give you any right to lash out on other people nor to drag them down with you. there's a lot of way to release the tension that's building up inside ... as for me. ... i sing.
i know i don't have the nicest voice ... but that doesn't matter. what matters is that when i try to share positivity i do it in a way i enjoy.
whenever your feeling negative try to sing this song ... it helps for me. just try it ... it wont kill you if you do.
Try Try Try - Jason Mraz
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
A dirty laundry needs a laundry man
Maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
Baby breathe before you react
Sometimes we do forget to behave
And we regret what we say
Cause words are too weapons
If we don't choose'em carefully
Ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
If life's to be a bed of roses
I know i gave you everything you like
Because you still give me butterflies
If we just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
Then the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
Cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way
Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
With a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
Of the reasons why
We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
Well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
From teary eyes
If we just try try try
To open up a can of understanding open up your heart
I'm just planting seeds
Cause i believe
We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
If we could try, just to be nice
That could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me
before this wicked month i was trying to find a new light ... just trying to see the brighter side of everything. POSITIVITY ... i was trying to stay on it. a friend of mine said that it's impossible for me to stay positive without letting any negativity outta my system.
he was right i should have kept it balanced. i thought i was doing just good ... but i wasn't. i didn't realize that I'm no longer being positive, i was being naive.
... things happened so fast i lost all directions. i became a bitter bitch. my bitterness dragged my friends down too. i'm not happy about it, thus, it has added yet another burden in my already deteriorating mind.
it took me a lot of time to pull myself together. i thought i would never recover from my bitterness. i hated myself for it. i thought making myself believe in the power of POSITIVITY is a huge mistake.
it took one Jason Mraz's song to snap me back to reality ... reality that the world could be beautiful only if we choose to see how beautiful it is.
only if we choose to let go of the negativity inside, having said that, i didn't mean you have to keep it all locked up inside of you and let i rot in there and be forgotten. let it go. i mean it when i said you HAVE to let it go.
if you become a victim of circumstances ... that doesn't give you any right to lash out on other people nor to drag them down with you. there's a lot of way to release the tension that's building up inside ... as for me. ... i sing.
i know i don't have the nicest voice ... but that doesn't matter. what matters is that when i try to share positivity i do it in a way i enjoy.
whenever your feeling negative try to sing this song ... it helps for me. just try it ... it wont kill you if you do.
Try Try Try - Jason Mraz
Oh baby we can fight like dogs we can fight like cats
A dirty laundry needs a laundry man
Maybe the king and the queen should lay off the caffeine
Baby breathe before you react
Sometimes we do forget to behave
And we regret what we say
Cause words are too weapons
If we don't choose'em carefully
Ladies and gentlemen this is instrumental
If life's to be a bed of roses
I know i gave you everything you like
Because you still give me butterflies
If we just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
Then the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
Are we just dangling in the middle of a galaxy
Well i'm stoked on gravity
To be stuck with you like flowers on the dew drops
Now let it in my direction
My direction is up when everybody's down
Cause i don't mind being anybody's clown
I love a little lift cause i'm an optimistic
In an altruistic way
Cause basically this place is needing instruments of harmony
Spreading my philosophy of love and inspiration
Oh these words I speak I commit to like a crime
With a rhythm i deliver i'm giving them a picture
Of the reasons why
We should just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world could be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
Well it wouldn't cost a penny but could save so many lonely lives
From teary eyes
If we just try try try
To open up a can of understanding open up your heart
I'm just planting seeds
Cause i believe
We could just try try try
Just to be ni-ni-nice
So the world would be a better place for you and I
If we just live our lives
Putting our differences aside
Oh that would be so beautiful to me
If we could try, just to be nice
That could be so beautiful to me
I believe,
Oh that could be so beautiful to me
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