what can i do to make it count?
i don't wanna sit around and watch TV the entire week.
people need as much hand as possible and mine aren't doing anything important.
i figured i could help. ...
i asked my sister if we could volunteer and her immediate answer is 'papa won't let us'.
that's just **** ... i mean why not? ...
isn't that how they [mama & papa] met? they were doing the same thing back in their college days. did our lolos and lolas stopped them from doing what they think was right?
maybe yes, maybe no either way they still went on and do their civic duty. ... well maybe they're just worried for our safety and all that. but our lolo and lola probably felt the same thing and yet allowed them to be a part of something big.
they were always telling us stories how exciting and fulfilling it was to help others in times like this. ... so why cant i do the same thing? ... it's devastating, what happened to us Filipinos.
i'm safe, my family is safe, my friends are safe ... i just want to show how grateful i am for that.
why cant i? ... why am i such a dork for whining like this ... why do i need permission to do something any person (who cares) would do. ...
my words are useless ... deciding to help will just be a part of my wishful thinking until i make the first step out of that gate...
sadly i dont have the guts to do it.
i feel useless.
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