it was a Tuesday ... it could have been any other day, but it was a Tuesday ...
isn't it what you always wanted? yes. but ... but what? ... i cant. i won't force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with ... all I'm asking is that you stay beside me. that's the point. i cant stay beside you. why? you scare me. why? because ... you're you. do you want me change that? no. what do you want me to do then? stay as far away as you can. you know i can't do that. why not? ... you've already done that before, haven't you?
isn't it what you always wanted? yes. but ... but what? ... i cant. i won't force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with ... all I'm asking is that you stay beside me. that's the point. i cant stay beside you. why? you scare me. why? because ... you're you. do you want me change that? no. what do you want me to do then? stay as far away as you can. you know i can't do that. why not? ... you've already done that before, haven't you?
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tears went rolling down her face. every drop of it felt like sharp dagger poking right through IT's heart. nobody thought IT had one until that day ... that one random Thursday.
It has been a long and exhausting chase. IT was determined to catch her. IT has done so much just to get what IT wants. ... but then, ... she cried.
her tears tore IT apart. ... IT decided to let her go.
It has been a long and exhausting chase. IT was determined to catch her. IT has done so much just to get what IT wants. ... but then, ... she cried.
her tears tore IT apart. ... IT decided to let her go.
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you can take me if you want. my mind isn't here anymore. GO. ...??? i said, you can go now. why? because i said so. i get it ... you'll let me run, then shoot at the back.
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her words brought IT more pain.
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believe it or not. ... i just want what's best for you. really? ... what's best for me? to be with you? ... i don't think so. i know. that's why I'm letting you go. i don't trust you. i don't trust me either. go now before i change my mind. .......
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she couldn't believe IT is setting her free. IT is in fact evil in general but she knows IT is not pure evil. she knows, she feels that IT cares for her. ... and IT only wants what's best for her ... and for that, she's thankful ... but the kind evil IT is ... she just couldn't stand. in any other circumstance, she would love to stay ... but it is what it is ...
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i'll find you again. you know that, dont you? goodbye. do you really not care about me ... at all? NO.
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she was lying.
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will you promise me something then? what? don't ever see me again. you're kidding. no. i mean it. ... no mater what you hear. don't ever see me again. I won't. no matter what. no matter what. not even if you die.
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it was a Sunday afternoon ... it could have been any other afternoon, but it was a Sunday afternoon.
she's forgotten about the promise. what was she thinking ... she doesn't know anymore. she received a message ... i could have been any other message but it was THAT message ...
it was a tuesday ... it could have been any other day, but it was a Tuesday ...
i did my part ... i let you go. YOU came back. you said you never will ... no matter what. not even if i die. i know. why did you come back? i don't know. you don't? ... come on. ... really, why? because ... i ...you what? ... i thought i needed to see you. and now you're here ... and you're not going anywhere ... please ... just. ... you're here because you care. i .... i do, but. ...
isn't it what you always wanted? yes. but ... but what? ... i cant. i won't force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with ... all I'm asking is that you stay beside me. that's the point. i cant stay beside you. why? you scare me. why? because ... you're you. do you want me change that? no. what do you want me to do then? stay as far away as you can. you know i can't do that. why not? ... you've already done that before, haven't you?
right ... that's why i asked you to stay away ... but you didn't. ... i thought you would know better. ... that heart of yours ... isn't hard enough ... and that my friend ... is your mistake. ... you fell for my trap once again.
you brought it upon yourself.
she's forgotten about the promise. what was she thinking ... she doesn't know anymore. she received a message ... i could have been any other message but it was THAT message ...
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why? you're back. i thought we had a deal. I'm happy now. ... well i was ... before today. i wasn't ... but i am now. why? because you're back. i don't want to be back. but you are. please ... just let me go. you promised you'll never see me again. but you here you are.
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she should have kept her promise. but she didn't. she never should've come back. but she did.
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it was a tuesday ... it could have been any other day, but it was a Tuesday ...
i did my part ... i let you go. YOU came back. you said you never will ... no matter what. not even if i die. i know. why did you come back? i don't know. you don't? ... come on. ... really, why? because ... i ...you what? ... i thought i needed to see you. and now you're here ... and you're not going anywhere ... please ... just. ... you're here because you care. i .... i do, but. ...
isn't it what you always wanted? yes. but ... but what? ... i cant. i won't force you to do anything you're uncomfortable with ... all I'm asking is that you stay beside me. that's the point. i cant stay beside you. why? you scare me. why? because ... you're you. do you want me change that? no. what do you want me to do then? stay as far away as you can. you know i can't do that. why not? ... you've already done that before, haven't you?
right ... that's why i asked you to stay away ... but you didn't. ... i thought you would know better. ... that heart of yours ... isn't hard enough ... and that my friend ... is your mistake. ... you fell for my trap once again.
you brought it upon yourself.
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she brought it upon herself ... she's weak ... and now she has to pay for that weakness
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