my damn attempt to let them know

dapat talaga sa friendster blog 'to naka post ...
i don't know ... for some freaking reason ayaw tanggapin ng lintik na friendster yung post ko.
fuck them! ewan ko ba ....

pano ba ko unti-unting magpapakilala sa mga taong nakasama ko sa paglaki ko???
ang ironic kasi of all people .... pamilya ko pa ang hindi nakakakilala sakin

anyway .... ito na yun
COPIED and PASTED

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it will all start here

e ano kung mabasa mo nga to kung sino ka man?
that’s exactly the essence of blogging right?
to freaking EXPRESS your g** damned self …

i’ve had this friendster blog since i dont know … a miliion years? … but i cant fucking post anything …

WHY??

look at my friends list and you’ll have your answer.
my cousins, uncles, aunts, former teachers, different set of friends … everyone is just there.

when i’m with my family i’m a different person

when i’m with my high school friends i’m a different person

when i’m with my college buddies i’m a totally different person …

i just dont know how to act in front of them … some may say that this is just a simple case of beng plastic
well, to mr. or ms. SOME go burn yourselves in hell!!! or put a damn plastic on your head and freaking suffocate yourselves to death!!! just back off damn!


to anyone who’ll be offended … sorry … but it’s your fault anyway … why are you taking time to read this shit … if you think it’s lame step out of this damn page!!!
i just don’t care anymore .. to anyone who’ll waste their time to read … by all means … fucking read it.

if i’ll freaking write for a living someday … what the fuck? why not let them read some of my stupid writings?

(to anyone in authority like an uncle, auntie or teacher perhaps … i’m sorry for my choice of words i didn’t mean to disrespect … it’s just that … if it’s not yet obvious … well i’m so damn upset right now)

right now all i care about is my damn self … coz stress balls doesn’t work anymore … and i know i’ll just snap any moment now!
i’m so fucking fed up with everything.
shitty deadlines, reports, upcoming debate, unwashed dishes, stormed bedroom, extra loud speakers, sore throat, damaged lungs, cold weather, smell of liquor … i don’t know …. i’m just so damn pissed about everything that crosses my senses …

maybe this is the reason why i dont want to sign up an account for my mom here in friendster … i dont want her to directly know how foul-mouthed her daughter is.
anyway …. it’ll all start here …
everything you gossip seekers want know about me (if there is) … try checking this blog out … maybe it’ll entertain you … make fun of freaking senselessness …. i just dont care anymore