trying to stay positive is so damn hard ... especially when you haven't been positive to start with

my crappy long titles and long blog entries ...

whining about small shitty things

I FUCKING HATE EVERY DAMN THING RIGHT NOW!!!

i hate that i'm whining again

i hate sounding so emoish

i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!

im trying to stay positive ...

it's so fucking funny ... trying to "STAY" positive

hahaha are you fucking kidding me???

that long bus ride gave me all the time to think, reflect, get hungry, get bored ... urgh!

then i realized ... all i ever did was to freaking whine about every bit of disastrous event in my damn life!!!

enough with the crap! ...

i'm not little miss sunshine

i dont have to smile about everything even if they suck!