tasty, tasty plain lugaw

where was i 2 years ago? JANUARY 19, 2007, friday, 4:30 pm


... probably here with my friends in this PARES eating, laughing, talking about our annoying teachers and classmates ...
or maybe worrying about our project in economics or thinking about what course to take, stressing ourselves with college entrance examinations ... and some of us .... *smirk* just didn't care ....

2 years ago I was here in the exact same date, the exact same time but in a different seat (a group of high school bitches is in our spot) .... it's almost 5pm by this time we're probably done eating. probably fixing our things and sharing the last drop of gossips in our mouth .... but hasn't paid yet.

just like the old times, the crews are making fun of each other ... even with customers around. (i remember some of them ... means they've been here for 2 years already haha they deserve a loyalty award!) it's easy to figure out which one of them had been here for a long time. the faded caps with their names on it pretty much tells it all.

i ordered the usual, i don't even have to look at the menu ...
"plain lugaw at tokwa po (smile)"
the tasty, tasty plain lugaw ...
it's not the same anymore ... it doesn't taste as good as before.
it doesn't taste as good without the laughter, without the gossips, without my FRIENDS!

a group of bithces is on our favorite spot ... where we used to pull the tables together so we can eat in our "BIG HAPPY TABLE" ...
those were good times ....
happy memories ....
*sigh* ... but i don't know ... just thinking about it ... umm, kinda hurts me.
makes me sad ...
it hurts so bad ..... it stings .... right here ..... in the heart.

i don't know is it because i saw a former classmate and he didn't recognize me.
or i visited my old school and it felt weird ...
i don't really know why i'm being emoish about this stuff ....

all i know is

I WANT MY TASTY PLAIN LUGAW BACK. I WANT THE LAUGHTER, I WANT THE STORIES, I WANT SIR ELEM'S SERMONS... I JUST WANT MY HIGH SCHOOL BACK!!!

where everything is fun, less stress, no research papers, no nothing ...
i just want my decent sleep back. my tv series ... phone conversations, get togethers ...


... maybe i'm just thinking too much ... maybe i'm just over reacting ...
hahahaha
i'm whining again .... this is my guilty pleasure