well i wasn't able to eat my breakfast but it's ok ... nobody dies for skipping one breakfast right?
we have this college shirt and luckily ... mine has a tiny hole on the right sleeve, but it's fine ... nobody dies from having a hole on their shirt right?
then we had our lunch ... i bought half order of sauteed vegetables and rice ... it's actually good ... but i puked it all out in the afternoon ... my tummy hurts like hell ... but it's ok ... it didn't kill me so it's ok.
i have a schedule for an interview today ... for some reasons she cant make up her mind on when we could meet ... it was suppose to be 8 pm then she moved it to 5:30 the next day then she moved it again to 5pm today ... so i was there 5 mins. before 5 ... i waited for 1 hour and 1/2 for her. she didn't say sorry, she didn't even look at me ... she just passed me by as if i weren't there. anyway i continued with the "interview" if you can call it that. ... all i heard her say was blah blah blah blah ... stuffs i already know ... finally when it's time for me to ask real questions ... she took her phone and started calling people ... again, as if i weren't there ... then she left. ... she left just like that. ... but again ... it's fine ... i haven't heard anyone dying after having someone waste their time and bitch them around. so i guess i'll be fine.
after that very remarkable interview i went to my uncle's wake ... i was there in the middle of the drinking crowd working on my article i'm trying to make the most out of the informations i got on hand. ... then my cousins, decided to play that pseudo-rule on me. "the youngest has to follow orders" ... i know it's lame, i know it's stupid considering their age ... i mean they already have a family and all ..... the least i expected was for them to act the way they did 13 years ago. i admit i felt bad ... i told them that their excuse was lame (not to mention idiotic ... now this part i didn't say out loud) ... i mean if they want to ask for something they might as well have the common decency to ask nicely ... not play the your-the-youngest-be-our-slave-card on a busy and stressed out person ... again ... it's ok i did what they asked me to do anyway ... and guess what ... it didn't kill me.
now i still dont have an article i'm stuck on my crappy lead it's almost 3 in the morning and i haven't done anything productive yet. ... but it's ok ... i mean what's the worst thing that could happen ... i wouldn't finish my article, my professor will be dead mad at me. harsh words may or may not be thrown at me .... the point is, the worst thing he could ever do to me is make me cry, after that i'll move on and try to make another article ...
so what's so good about today???
i've been sick all afternoon, i've been ignored, bitched around, demeaned, stressed out etc....
this may have been one of the most "challenging" day of my life ... it's hard yeah ... but the point is none of those killed me. ... what doesn't kill me makes me stronger right?
so the way i see it ... today life has given me the oppurtunity to make myself stronger...
just in case you didn't notice ... I WAS BEING SARCASTIC!!!
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