tablado nanaman ako. ... i dont want to be upset over small things like this ... but no matter how hard i try to smile and say it's ok ... i still am upset, i'm upset and i can't do anything about it.

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maybe nikki is right, if i cant feel reciprocity then maybe i should turn my attention somewhere else.

someone said when you express your feelings just because you expect the subject of your feelings to reciprocate, then you must prepare yourself for the greatest disappointmet of your life.

when you tell someone you like them, you must do it for yourself. you must do it for you not to regret anything and have those what ifs forever. when you express what you feel you have to have the right reasons for it. ... though, that right reason may vary from one person to another ... it must still not be for selfish reasons ...

people who always expect for reciprocity are damned to live a miserable life ... for they will only do things for the sole reason of having something in return.

maybe, they should start to look around and realize that this is the real world! not a freaking fairytale book. where every princess has their prince charming. ...

the real world isn't like that ... not even close.