HUG??? ... anyone? :'(

I've been up all night. My stomach is churning, I feel like throwing up. But I can't.

My knees are too weak to get up. What the hell have I done?

I still have two more episodes left to watch. Sadly I can't finish it because 1) I can already see daylight through my window and 2) I can barely open my eyes anymore.

My mother will probably freak out. How could I explain my swollen eyes? ... bitten by a cockroach? ... both of them?

It wasn't as sad when I saw it a few years back. Why does it seem to be so heart breaking now?

oh my eyes ... my poor damaged eyes :(

I've been crying for 8 hours ... I didn't even notice the time.

My head ... it feels as if it's gonna explode.

I really feel like throwing up ... GOD! this is worse than a hang over.

much much worse.

and my heart ... oh God, my heart ... it's crushed.

I should probably download something funny ...

My heart ... it's crushed.

I should have listened to my friend.

I should never watch a sad movie/TV series ...

This is depressing. I seriously need a hug :'(