liar, liar pants on fire

Okay, ... I lied.

That wasn't the most honest answer I can give.

This is:

"I don't think I can talk about it. ... not now anyway. "

this is how it is ...

I don't like feeling the way I do. But I can't help it.

Truth is ...

I think I'm just over reacting.

I don't know ...

I'm sorry if I'm dragging anybody down ... Am I?

This is just a phase .... I guess.

I'll get over it soon ... I'm sorry for the mood swings.

I promise to try and keep it under control.

Dwelling on this for this long is already making me despise myself.

I just don't want to hear myself say it out loud ... this is just as much self hatred I can handle.

Anything more would not be healthy ... I think.

I'm sorry :( ...

this is not about trust ...

I just don't want to embarrass myself in front of anybody ... specially me ... not with this ...

I'm sorry.

I don't think I can say it without stretching and bending and twisting the truth ...

even if I don't really want to ... I think that's exactly what I'll do.

That is how I am. I'm not proud of it.

...

I've been honest with you ... or at least tried my very best to be ...

I don't feel lying now ... but ... damn, I already did ...

but ... you understand me ... don't you?

please say yes.

if you do ... can I claim that friend hug you were offering before?

... but if you don't and you find it shallow or annoying or irritating ...

do what you want ... I think I can understand that.